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Saturday, March 10, 2007

Tracking Maturity

Wow.

So this is the first time I've signed on to Xanga since December 2005. Looking back at my old posts, I'm a little ... surprised. I changed a lot. I've matured alot, and I didn't realize it until I looked at the physical proof.

Good thing I had a Xanga back then.

So I'm going to post a blog every so often to keep track of my ... development (for lack of a better word choice).

I cringe at my old "tyte"s, "aint"s, and "cuz"s. Ew. 

And I really don't know what to write, I wonder if anyone still uses Xanga.

 

1. Quotes.

"People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered. Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. If you succeed, you will win some false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight. Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, others may be jealous. Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow. Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough for some people. Give the world your best anyway.
You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; it was never between you and them anyway."
- Mother Teresa

 

"The tragedy of life is what dies inside a man while he still lives." - Albert Einstein.

 

"She wanted his profession of feelings to do the trick. She really did. She knew he wanted that too. Whether he spoke the truth or not, he thought he could make her feel better, and he really, really wanted to.
But it wasn't what she needed. Her need was as big as the stars, and he was down there on the beach, so quiet she could hardly hear him."

- Bridget & Eric, Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

 

"She was sad about what happened to Kostos. And someplace under that, she was sad that people like Bee and Kostos, who had lost everything, were still open to love, and she, who'd lost nothing, was not."
- Lena, Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

 

""You once woke up in the middle of the night and asked me if Daddy knew you were sad." Carmen rolled onto her side and propped her cheek on her palm. "Do you think he knew?" Christina paused. "I think he told himself you were okay." She was quiet again. "Sometimes you tell yourself the things you need to hear.""
- Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

 

Me & Shefali in Marketing one day 'cause we were bored (2007):
"One day, there was a boy named _____. He was so weird, he ate grass." - Me
"But there was also a girl who loved him, she thought he had class" - Shefali
"At first all was gold and sparkling, but it soon tarnished to brass." - Me
"He played her for a fool and was a total ass!" - Shefali

 

2. My journalism application

Why do I want to be on the newspaper staff? The answer to that question would be a complex mass of feelings that cannot quite be put into words. The simplest response that's the closest to the truth would be because I love to write and I want my writing to be read (I would have italicized those last six words, but then again, I think of how skilled journalists need no additional text decorations for their words to hit home, and I refrained.)
 I'm having way too much fun writing this.
 Anyway, moving on:
 I love to write. I don't know how apparent my passion for writing is, or whether you, the reader, is able to tell through this 475-500-word "essay" that I really enjoy writing (really, I could write an essay for you in a heartbeat, but I thought that this writing style gives me a lot more space to show you who I am, which is the point of the application, no?). In either case, journalism seemed like a great opportunity for my work to be read by the public. Authors love to write, but they love to have their writing connect with readers even more. I have written many things and gotten (positive) feedback from many teachers, but I rarely ever have a chance to expose my writing to a mass of people my own age.
 I am very sorry that this "essay" has so far been structured very poorly, and I suspect that you, the reader, might be debating whether I am serious with my application (I am, very), whether I might suit The Rune better than The Voice (I don't), and fondling with the thought that since I haven't followed your directions on writing an essay (again, refraining myself from italicizing), then maybe this application should just go in the trash (it shouldn't). What's more, since I am running out of words (500 is so little), I shall attempt to put the rest of what I want to say into a well-structured, coherent paragraph:

 There are three reasons why I wish to be part of The Voice: to alert my peers to important current events and have them take action, to put my writing skills and creativity into practical and constructive use, and to learn a relatively new style of writing along with photography and computer graphic skills. There are many issues that I care deeply about, such as global warming and environmental protection, and I hope to be able to not only alert the public but also induce them to take action. I will try my best to do so through the art of persuasive writing and journalism. I think this is a worthwhile endeavor, much more constructive than writing a descriptive country profile of Myanmar, which nobody but my teacher is going to read or care about. I also wish to have an outlet to put my writing and my creativity to use - this is a very selfish reason but nevertheless something essential for my emotional and intellectual well-being. However, the most important reason I want to take journalism is to learn. I do not see myself as a skilled writer - I know I have a long way to go, and I hope that journalism will teach me new ways to write and sharpen my skills. In addition, I hope to pick up some photography skills, computer graphic skills, teamwork ethics, and also a respect for deadlines. In conclusion, I feel that The Voice is a great opportunity for myself as a writer, a student, and a concerned citizen of this country, and I hope that I will prove myself worthy to be a part of this team for the incoming school year.
 Again, my apologies, this entire "essay" currently clocks in at a word count of 637 words. I will stop now before the number grows even larger. Thank you for your attention and time, and I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it.

 

"On the other hand, you have different fingers."
- Jack Handey


Tuesday, December 06, 2005

I'M 15 NOW.

 

MUCHO THANKS TO:

-jennifer sha ...giftcard and LETTERS  the most useful thing EVER + the letters make me LAUGH =]

-zhifang ...giftcard and cake and letters  aE rocks XD dude youre SO good at baking! and drawing!

-chrissy ...I LOVE THE SHIRT!!!!!!!!!!! you have great taste

-jennifer kim ...nice pencil pouch :) hehe. denim.

-monica - OMG I LOVE YOUR PRESENT the bear is so soffftttt and the lotion =  and GREAT locker decorating skills

- erin ...DUDE THAT SHIRT IS SOO PRETTYYY and you remembered! haha i love you :)

- linda (jiang) ...you card made me SMILE =]

AND THANKS TO EVERYBODY WHO SAID "happy birthday" cause you guys really brightened up my day

i love you guys.

 

 


Saturday, October 15, 2005

EDIT:// - 10.15.2005

wow. so high school is .....pretty great. i mean, i like, dont have homework (normally), theres late start, the teachers are easy, i acutally know people in my class, and you get to meet new people. dude i wish i were christian. cause i really do believe in god, and gosh, it makes me jealous the way others meet people at church, and those friends they actually keep. i like lynbrook. the only problem is, im tired. like, all the time. why the hell does school start at 7:35? i mean, is it that complicated to move it to like 8, or something? is there a law that says we have to be in school by 7 something? that whole school-start-time just annoys me to no end.

anyway. so ive realized that i have that foot-in-the-mouth thing. like, i dont think things through before saying them, and i say a lot of things that i dont mean. i do a lot of things i dont mean, too, and then half an hour later im like, omg, im such a retard. i realized that i ruined A LOT of relationships, just because i have a hard time communicating since i always seem to say the opposite of what im thinking. like, one thing i do a lot without meaning to is ignore people. i mean, i just dont seem to see them until its too late. and then its like...oh wait...was that (person's name)? so if you think i hate you or whatever because i "ignore" you, you're wrong. because i dont hate anyone - and i never have. i hardly ever dislike anyone. so, if i have EVER done anything or said anything to hurt anybody, im sorry. truly.  i...theres nothing i can say except im sorry. ive put this apology off for far too long. i just hope you'll still accept it. and im not writing this to anybody in particular, but just everybody in general. and yeah, i mean EVERYBODY - my family, my friends, my teachers, ....everybody. forgive me.

i meant for this entry to be a cheery one. so, have a nice day  (lol inside joke). but just so you know, i meant that. i mean it when i say "have a nice day". because i know how much it sucks when you dont.

END EDIT://

GOT MY SCHEDULE TODAY!

edit: they changed my schedule first day back....

01 - Bio ...Day

02 - Alg2/Trig ...Haas

03 - PE9 ...Nichols

04 - Princ of Business  ...Spring

05 - Adv Treble Chr  ...Isola

06 - Japanese 2  ...Kobayashi

07 - Lit/Writ ...Welsh

 

HAPPY (late) BIRTHDAY GRACE!!!

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i wanna watch stealth.

 

EDIT://

i want this =] gonna get it...tomorrrow? hopefully.


Monday, June 27, 2005

EDIT://

wheeee got a new phone today =D its my old old number...the number i had at the beginning of the year. =D haha

 

END EDIT://

wow. i havent updated for so longg....

okay. wow. theres so much to say. i dont know where to start. man oh man so it was friday, grad night. it was a magical night. so grad the ceremony was okay except it was SO COLD and well, i think it could've been a lot better if i actually bothered to get ready for it. ive heard of ppl saying that even if they started getting ready for it right after school they wouldnt have enough time to prepare. O__O but thats like, at least FIVE HOURS. wow.i took like, 10 minutes....just got my change of clothes, a purse, put on my dress and shoes and then out the door. well truth be told i felt kind of lonely at grad. i mean, only my daad was there....okay yeah whatever. SO, after grad, it was the party. =] PRETTY FUN. haha me and jennifer s played that basketball game thing DUDE that was SO addictive xD it was awesome. MR ARNOLD WAS SPYING ON ME O__O i was watching ppl sing on that karaoke thing and he saw me and started taking pictures! i was like AHHHHH hide me jennifer. X.X  then i went to the dance and the decorations were BEAUTIFUL thanks to all the ppl who helped. =] and yeah oh me racho and lydia took pictures at the picture booth thing. THAT REMINDS ME, joe you still have my picture!! hmph. lol anyway so then i found out i didnt have my diploma and i was all "we were suppposed to get them?" im so stupid. oh i remember, cuz me and elizabeth t were RUNNING immediately after grad to change cuz our feet hurt really bad....haha. im so glad i got another pair of shoes; if i wore my white ones i wouldve just DIED.


Saturday, May 21, 2005

updating just for chrissy =]

to chrissy: HAPPY BIRTHDAY

i want you to know that even though i cant go to celebrate your birthday with you today, doesnt mean im not thinking about it. STUPID CMEA ( couldnt go visit- had STUPID cmea festival >=[ ). we got an inaimous superior! but its kinda hard to be happy under these circumstances. i cant imagine what it would be like to be alone on your birthday.   im so sorry. me and joyce misssed you soo much on friday...it sucked, not having you sit next to me in social studies. god i miss the note-passing. but once you get better, we are gonna have a TON of fun together. =D GUARANTEED. O__o i sound like a commercial. GET WELL SOOOON

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE =]

 

EDIT//

i am so frustrated. i think i freaking chose the HAARDEST topic to write about. "What was the (Hitler's) motive behind the Holocaust?" I can't find ANYTHING worthwhile on that stupid topic. everything's either "there is no apparent reason" or is un-understandable due to too many big words and sophisticated sentences. GRR.



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